need dream find taste use scar fuck brake U!

Deeply inside,
where nobody could see.
My pain.
My suffer.
My hidden tears and fears.
To be alone
in your own depression
is everything!!!...
I could imagine!
I want to feel it
with every single atom
of my unreal body! 

No sunshine!
Neither sun on that horizon.
No friends.
No happines.
Without angel.
Nothing more improtant
only my fucking world around me.
                                                                And all your perfect paradises!

                                      MINE IS STILL LOST!!!