Some kind of poetry...

When she prevails...
...inside of me
when he is gone
...or just not beside me
when I'm broken
...by something no one understands
when my world is crashing all around me...
...or I'm just down and small
when I do not have heart
...or just feel nothing but pain
when somebody tells me I'm to blame
...or I tell myself that I've failed
when everything seems not worth it
...or I forget why I'm here
when my efforts become useless
...or I keep remembering bad
when she's not me and I'm not her
... and I think that should not be...

then I lose me
then I fall
then I run away and never come back...
and after so many mistakes I've made
my love is fading outside the window
melting in the rain
...or in my tears
...or whateva....